formed on 20051114

sharing a convo

lml

cheetahkeys: hey
arLia1 01: hi
cheetahkeys: what is up
arLia1 01: nm, i was signing off then my computer freaks out lol
arLia1 01: sup over there?
cheetahkeys: nuttin really
arLia1 01: howd you like the act nite?
cheetahkeys: it was ok
cheetahkeys: n/o but personally i'm gettin to a point where i'm not that fond of lifeteen
arLia1 01: anything specific why?
cheetahkeys: just, all the rules n regulations n we can't just chill out n talk there always has to be an activity where they're splitting us up or some shit
cheetahkeys: n like
cheetahkeys: i'd rather call up a bunch of friends n go hang out at the beach or the mall or even walk to a restaurant, get some food, n just chill n talk
cheetahkeys: w/out the rules n crap
arLia1 01: oh, yah
cheetahkeys: n all the lil games are kinda immature
arLia1 01: ic
arLia1 01: hehe lol
cheetahkeys: i'm sorry
cheetahkeys: i feel kinda like i'm betraying sister n everything
arLia1 01: well, i didnt really think about i tlike that
cheetahkeys: well i mean if you think about it it's almost like a day care for us
cheetahkeys: i mean
cheetahkeys: we can't go outside
cheetahkeys: we always have to be under adult supervision
cheetahkeys: we can't ever do our own thing
cheetahkeys: n maybe it's just cuz i'm rebellious by nature but i don't think kids who are 14 n older should be treated like that
arLia1 01: ... wow lol
arLia1 01: ur rite, i didnt really look at the whole picture like that
arLia1 01: like how last year we could walk around outside or get into the cshool easy cuz for like the first half, there was no structured actvity-thing
cheetahkeys: lol sorry
cheetahkeys: yeah
arLia1 01: no, sorry here lol
arLia1 01: yah
cheetahkeys: n i mean like
cheetahkeys: idk
cheetahkeys: like even when i was with some friends once idk even who it was you mighta been there n we were talking on the stairs n taking pictures n someone i think it was tracy came in n yelled at us to come inside
cheetahkeys: n i mean
cheetahkeys: idk
arLia1 01: im figuring they they were like, ok, this is the first one of the year, there'll be more new peolpe tonight than any other nite, lets have it all planned out; later they might be more ;normal;
cheetahkeys: i mean
cheetahkeys: but i mean, like, the strictness
cheetahkeys: they treat us like we're lil kids
cheetahkeys: n we're not
cheetahkeys: i mean some people there are like grown up
cheetahkeys: desi's almost 18
cheetahkeys: or is she?
arLia1 01: yeah
cheetahkeys: n i mean it's like
cheetahkeys: why go do something like that when we could do something like hang out at the beach for more than 2 hours or hit the mall or the arcade or go to the movies or go over someone's house n watch a movie n play ddr or even just walk to friendly's or pizza hut
arLia1 01: well, theres no reason we cant do that, instead
cheetahkeys: but you guys love going to lifeteen
cheetahkeys: it's like the highlight of everyone's life
arLia1 01: but what else does it hafta contend with? its all we ever to get together, at least on some sort of schoedule
cheetahkeys: that response didn't make sense grammatically so i dind't know what you wer trying to say lol
arLia1 01: *schedule
cheetahkeys: were*
arLia1 01: *all we ever do to get together
arLia1 01: hafta -> have to
arLia1 01: sry lol
cheetahkeys: but coudln't we schedule like a weekly time n stuff
cheetahkeys: to hang out
cheetahkeys: like every friday night or saturday night or sunday afternoon
cheetahkeys: idk
arLia1 01: sure, we could, just no one ever thinks of this at the right time to do something about it
cheetahkeys: just me being random
cheetahkeys: but i mena like
cheetahkeys: not a random thing to do
arLia1 01: well, its something we could start planning
cheetahkeys: like every week we would do this
cheetahkeys: but idk how it would work
cheetahkeys: cuz jay n des n maggie would still do lifeteen
cheetahkeys: n what about lissa n josh n matt
cheetahkeys: what would they say?'
arLia1 01: i figure lissa would, n/o, hang on to lifeteen; im sure josh'd be game, matt'd probly say he cant get to town 2x in a week cuz of lifeteen and that
arLia1 01: idk
arLia1 01: hey, how are you doing on the stuff for confirmation? the essays, the stuff on the papers, etc. for sister/
arLia1 01: *?
cheetahkeys: haven't started them yet
cheetahkeys: have you?
arLia1 01: hehe
cheetahkeys: that's a no lol
arLia1 01: no, im probly gonna find myself bs-ing it, for lack of a better word, tuesday nite
cheetahkeys: lol same
arLia1 01: except the "please explain here in these three tiny ltitle lines the full meaning of the reason you want to recieve confirmation, in great detail and summing up your innermost private relationship with Jesus
arLia1 01: "^
cheetahkeys: lmao
cheetahkeys: gotta love confirmation
arLia1 01: im still figuring out how to word it exactly so it gets everything i want to say (to the ppl) across
cheetahkeys: lmao you're actually trying
cheetahkeys: this is what i put:
cheetahkeys: "i want to become closer to God and to Jesus, and i hope to receive all the sacraments i can in my life as a Christian'
arLia1 01: okay
cheetahkeys: lol
arLia1 01: well, for me, like, that nite, all the stuff sister was throwing at us started to get me a bit upset at them, an' on top of that ive got stuff for my school life, and then she was being reallly vague about a lot of stuff- its almost like she doesnt' want to make anyone's choices for them, but she knows exactly what she wants them to decide
arLia1 01: am i making any sense there?
cheetahkeys: totally
cheetahkeys: i felt the exact same way
cheetahkeys: i was really pissed that now we get homework in confirmation too
cheetahkeys: i have enough on my back w/school
arLia1 01: shoot
arLia1 01: sorry, but mom doesnt want me up this late lol
arLia1 01: if she catches me...
cheetahkeys: you g2g?
arLia1 01: yeh
arLia1 01: :-(
cheetahkeys: damn
cheetahkeys: that's ok
arLia1 01: but ill try to be around tomorro or somethign
cheetahkeys: cool
arLia1 01: im trying to write this all up and blog it, you can look there if im not around tomorro
arLia1 01: oky, so ttys
cheetahkeys: kk
cheetahkeys: ttyss
cheetahkeys: byezz <333
arLia1 01: xo <3>
arLia1 01: lol
cheetahkeys: \V/

Auto response from arLia1 01: You will never understand
How it feels to live this life
With no meaning or control
And with nowhere else to go
You're amazed that they exist
And they burn so brightly
You can only wonder why


\V/

1 thoughts:

Blogger Valarauko thinks. . .

*bump* ok, so i was too lazy to rewrite it

09 December, 2005 01:46  

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