I have a superiority complex, and lack of life direction.

lml

Going to stop myself from using long words here. And from going on and on forever.
Jay and I have been struggling with the question of where our relationship is going. See, she's attracted to women, not men. And yet we're not broken up over it, in either sense. But still, that doesn't seem to leave any clear path for the future. She has had other girls she's considered dating too, and so far I haven't found myself having any sort of misgivings over that. But I get the feeling that my not seeking another relationship is bothering her, in some way. As far as i can feel, I'm not just binding myself out of monogamy; *removes relationship with Jay* , not really seeing myself in any different a situation. Traveling less... heh, that's about it. Not having someone to cuddle up with on the weekends. I really don't go out to find a girlfriend; I tend to hit that I'd-like-to-date point in getting-to-know-someone ... usually over a long time. And, those are usually, at least, i feel, hopeful for some steady relationship, not hoping just for casual nights out. I don't know how I'd feel with a relationship like that, or how to find a person who would have similar intentions. And I suppose one response to both of those would be, just try it.
And, yes... this all is probably much more helpful talking right with Jay... working on that now...
//Title has no significance to post, other than that is what this was originally going to be about. Later.

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