on my study of physics

lml

right; to explain the previous title (i lost this when rewriting):
I seem to have reached that point, be it of ennui or apathy or just hard realization, where those childhood dreams of becoming successful and doing great things finally fade away into realism and acceptance of a mundane role in society.
*sigh*
and the saddest part is that it doesn't even seem to hurt all that much... there's just a tired acknowledgement.

helfucdamnit, it's growing light outside. and again nothing is done. need to be done with school for a while.

and, now, about this title...yeah; I'd rather not do it at all, or come back in a few years, than be known for doing a crappy job of it.
That is all.

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