in their words

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bits and pieces that describe me, taken from other ppl's profiles, blogs, etc

-will be updated every so often-

{<3tara} style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">

♥my school sucks. the only perk is seeing my friends
♥i love music
♥its my life, and i am constantly listening to something.
♥i'm a really good listener.
♥and pretty good at giving advice, people usually feel better after talking to me
♥for the most part i'm easy to get along with, but if you get on my bad side, watch out.
♥i love to joke around
♥but i really hate it when someone can't be serious
♥i have trouble expressing my emotions sometimes
♥i have no clue who i am, and it's increadibly bothersome,
♥so i guess you can say im still trying to find who i am.
♥i can be really skeptical of alot of things,
♥i know it sounds mean, but i love confusing people, and getting them pissed off
♥i hate crying, and rarely do.
♥i'm just me

{SomethingCorporate}

I cant imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and i dont understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping in between you and your big dreams.
it's always you in my big dreams.

{Nerath}

has little athletic ability, but gets out enough to avoid being fat.

{TheBuddyChrist}

5. i should try harder but...
6. i'm very unmotivated
11. i have obsessive compulsive disorder
15. i'm a huge geek/dork/nerd/sploozer
23. i have very low self esteem
24. i make light of said self esteem issues
25. i deal with tense situations through sarcasm
26. i'm a very cynical person
30. if i spoke my mind all the time i would be lynched
32. i have hundreds of bootleg mp3's on my computer
36. i have no style
42. FOUR LEGS GOOD TWO LEGS BAD
44. i have a healthy knowledge of pr0n
45. 1 5p34k 1337
52. i can feign interest well
55. i procrastinate alot
63. i can't go on the computer with out signing on to AIM
64. i talk to myself when i'm alone
68. i hate talking on the phone. i always sound awkward and stupid
82. i love sushi

{Liz Phair}

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

{Simple Plan}

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

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from my space 4

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from my space - Konstantine

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Konstantine

"Konstantine"

Something Corporate


I cant imagine all the people that you know

and the places that you go

when the lights are turned down low

and i dont understand all the things you've seen

but i'm slipping in between you and your big dreams.

it's always you in my big dreams.

and you tell me that it's over,

wake up lying in a patch of 4 leaf clover.

and you're restless and i'm naked.

you gotta get out, you cant stand to see my shaking. no.

could you let me go? i didn't think so.

and you don't want to be here in the future so you say

the present's just a pleasent inturruption to the past

and you don't want to look much closer

because you're afraid to find out all this hope you had sent out into
the sky by now had crashed,

and it did because of me.

and then you bring me home afraid to find out that youre alone

and i'm sleeping in your living room, but we dont have much room to live.

i had these dreams that i learned to play guitar,

maybe cross the country, become a rockstar.

and there was hope in me that i could take you there

but dammit you're so young.

well i don't think i care and if i hurt you then i'm sorry.

please dont think that this was easy.

then you bring me home because we both know what it's like to be alone

and i'm dreaming in your living room,

but we dont have much room to live.

and Konstantine is walking down the stairs,

doesn't she look good standing in her underwear

and i was thinking what i was thinking.. but weve been drinking and it
doesn't get me anywhere.

My Konstantine came walking down the stairs and all that i could do was
touch her long blonde hair

and ive been thinking but it hurts me thinking that these nights that we
were drinking though they never got us anywhere. no.

this is because i can spell konfusion with a K and i like it.

it's to dying in another's arms and why i had to try it.

it's to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car,

when the first star you see may not be a star.

i'm not your star. isn't that what you said.

what you thought this song meant.

and if this is what it takes just to laugh at my mistakes and live with what i
did to you, all the hell i put you through.

I always catch the clock, it's 11:11 and now you wanna talk.

it's not hard to dream you'll always be my konstantine.

my Konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do.

this is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did,

hey you know you keep me up in bed.

this is to a girl who got into my head with all these fucked up things i did.

Hey, maybe baby you could keep me up in bed.

My Konstantine, you spin around me like a dream.

Played out on this movie screen, and i said did you know i miss you?

did you know i miss you?

did you know i miss you?

did you know i miss you?

did you know i miss you?

did you know i miss you?

did you know i miss you?

God, I miss you.

and then you bring me home

and you go to sleep, but this time not alone

and you catch me in your living room, i know, i know you'll miss me in
your living room.

cause these nights i think maybe that i miss you in my living room. we
don't have much room.

i said does anybody need that room?

Because we all need a little more room

to live.

My Konstantine.

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from my space 3

lml
George W. Bush's 50 greatest accomplishments

1. I attacked and took over two countries.
   
2. I spent the US surplus and bankrupted the US treasury.
   
3. I shattered the record for the biggest annual deficit in history (not easy)
   
4. I set an economic record for the most personal bankruptcies filed in any 12 month period.
   
5. I set all-time record for the biggest drop in the history of the stock market.
   
6. I am the first president in decades to execute a federal prisoner.
   
7. I am the first president in US history to enter office with a criminal record.
   
8. In my first year in office I set the all-time record for the most days on vacation by any president in US history (tough to beat my dad's, but I did).
   
9. After taking the entire month of August off for vacation, I presided over the worst security failure in US history.
   
10. I set the record for most campaign raising trips by any president in US history.
    
11. In my first two years in office over 2 million Americans lost their jobs.
    
12. I cut unemployment benefits for more out-of-work Americans than any other president in US history.
    
13. I set the all-time record for most real estate foreclosures in a 12-month period.
    
14. I appointed more convicted criminals to administration positions than any other president in US history.
    
15. I set the record for fewest press conferences of any president since the advent of TV.
    
16. I presided over the biggest energy crisis in US history and refused to intervene when corruption was revealed.
    
17. I signed more laws and executive orders amending the Constitution than any other US president in history.
    
18. I cut health-care benefits for war veterans.
    
19. I set the all-time record for most people worldwide to simultaneously take to the streets to protest me (15 million people), shattering the record for protest against any one person in the history of mankind.
    
20. I dissolved more international treaties than any president in US history.
    
21. I've made my presidency the most secretive and unaccountable of any in US history.
    
22. Members of my cabinet are the richest of any administration in US history (the poorest multimillionaire, Condoleeza Rice, has a Chevron oil tanker named after her).
    
23. I am the first president in US history to have all 50 states of the union simultaneously struggle against bankruptcy.
    
24. I presided over the biggest corporate stock market fraud in any market in any country in the history of the world.
    
25. I am the first president in US history to order a US attack and military occupation of a sovereign nation, and I did so against the will of the United Nations and the vast majority of the international community.
    
26. I have created the largest government department bureaucracy in the history of the US.
    
27. I set the all-time record for biggest annual budget spending increases, more than any other president in US history (Reagan was hard to beat, but I did it!!!)
    
28. I am the first president in US history to compel the United Nations to remove the US from the Human Rights Commission.
    
29. I am the first president in US history to have the United Nations remove the US from the Elections Monitoring Board.
    
30. I removed more checks and balances and have the least congressional oversight of any presidential administration in US history.
    
31. I rendered the entire United Nations irrelevant.
    
32. I withdrew from the World Court Of Law.
    
33. I refused to allow inspectors access to US prisoners of war and by default no longer abide by the Geneva Conventions.
    
34. I am the first president in US history to refuse United Nations elections inspectors access during the 2002 elections.
    
35. I am the all-time US (and world) record holder for the most corporate campaign donations.
    
36. The biggest lifetime contributor to my campaign, who is also one of my best friends, presided over one of the largest corporate bankruptcy frauds in world history (Kenneth Lay, former CEO of EnronCorporation)
    
37. I spent more money on polls and focus groups than any president in US history.
    
38. I am the first president to run and hide when the US came under attack (and then lied, saying the enemy had the code to Air Force 1).
    
39. I am the first US president to establish a secret shadow government.
    
40. I took the world's sympathy for the US after 9/11, and in less than a year made the US the most resented country in the world (possibly the biggest diplomatic failure in US and world history).
    
41. I am the first US president in history to have a majority of the people of Europe (71%) view my presidency as the biggest threat to world peace and stability.
    
42. I changed US policy to allow convicted criminals to be awarded government contracts.
    
43. I set the all-time record for the number of administration appointees who violated US laws by not selling their huge investments in corporations that later made bids for gov. contracts.
    
44. I have removed more freedoms and civil liberties for Americans than any other president in US history.
    
45. I have created the most divided country in decades, possibly the most divided that the US has been since the Civil War.
    
46. I entered office with the strongest economy in US history and in less than two years turned every single economic category heading straight down.
    
47. I have at least one conviction for drunk driving in Maine (Texas driving record has been erased and is not available).
    
48. I was AWOL from the National Guard and deserted the military during time of war. I refused to take a drug test or even answer any questions about drug use.
    
49. All records of my tenure as governor of Texas have been spirited away to my father's library, sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view. All records of any SEC investigation into my insider trading or bankrupted companies are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view.
    
50. All minutes of meetings of any public corporations for which I served on the board are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view. Any records or minutes from meetings I (or my VP) attended regarding public energy policy are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public review.

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moved from my space 2

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moved from my space

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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:	High
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Disorder:	Moderate
Dependent Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
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a la Jacquie

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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us...
You were born to make manifest the glory of G-d that is within us.
It is not just in some of us: it is everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fears, our presence automatically liberates others.
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Mais, si tu m’apprivoises, nous aurons besoin l’un autre

<33 But, if you tame me, we will need each other.

1-22-06
TaraLynn

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For All Of You Wondering What Krod Is

lml Spread the word krod so it can be in the dictionary one day!

KROD: (adj) a person who has obvious signs of being a dork, yet Krod is a more advanced and cooler form of dorkism. (pictured below)
~Created by Catie Cap and Mishy Quest

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Reasons set downe to perswade every one to learne to singe

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Reasons set downe to perswade every one to learne to singe. -William Byrd, 1588

1. First, it is a knowlede easily taught, and quickly learned, where there is a good Master, and an apt Scholar
2. The exercise of singing is delightfull to nature, and good to preserue the health of Man
3. It doth strengthen all parts of the brest, and doth open the pipes
4. It is the best means to procure a perfect pronunciation, and to make a good orator.
5. It is the onely way to know where Nature hath bestowed the benefit of a good voyce' which guift is so rare, as there is not one in a thousand that hath it: and in many, that excellent guift is lost, because they want Art
to express Nature.
6. There is not any Musicke of Instrument whatsoeuer, comparable to that which is made of the Voyces of Men, where voyces are good, and the same well sorted and ordered.

Since singing is so good a thing I wish all Men would learne to singe
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running out of interesting titles here

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two posts in two days?? unheard of by me anymore. shrug. sort of lost the longandwindingstory talent, no paragraphs here, just thoughts, again.
started singing lose yourself for no apparent reason, still remember just about all of it lol. got back to work on the momship; to see it check this. also getting the Slave1 going together for matt's b.day. should be nice once its up. hope he didnt read this lol. are legos considered a form of art? i guess thats what i do, just pull them out occasionally and see what i come up with. its quite relaxing too lol. having finally gone to get my permit (+30 days past my birthday), im looking foreward to my first official driving hour! lol. signed up for saturday with my teacher. -oyea, barely passed the test lol- only allowed 2 of 10 wrong, got 2 of 10 wrong lol. it wasnt quite fair, i had about 4 questions about headlights!. so now i know to go and read up on them, right? - our teacher always tells us he pays ppl/animals/things to jump out in front of the car when we're driving, and Gamby said its absolutely true. he drove last saturday- 1st time out driving at all- and within the first hour was out on the post road. wikkid. and kinda scary lol. but looks like thats what were all gonna be up to, too. hmm... stay off the roads saturday! but there was a cat, a dog, a couple of squirrels, birds, people, other cars, and possibly a trash can that were in the road while gamby was driving. interesting... finally, had a weird dream last night, no clue what it itself meant, tho i can start to make guesses. but also beginning to wonder whats up with me- ive got this semi-crush on one of my best friends; for maybe a year, 2 even,on and off, usually only when i'm around her; otherwise its back to normal; although now i wonder... some thoughts i wont keep here ...
pce
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just stuff

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just felt like randomly showing my face here again... not much action going into this one, sorta losing the drive to write that much... but just to say something, ive gotten suddenly into this mass of foreign music; here's some of it:
Ramms+ein - Feuer Frei
Ramms+ein - Stripped
Ozone - Dragostea Din Tei
Loreena McKennit - The Mystic's Dream
(idk) - Hava Nagila
Sarah Brightman - Mysterious Days
Amr Dyab - Wala Ala Balo

just go download a couple; dont have links for many of them, but just see what you can find.

gonna go now and do the rewrite of my paper for mrs. abbott... hope i get something done here lol.
pce \V/