formed on 20100325

Slice of a moment

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In Union, making last-minute notes for Data Structures.
Did a hack with Dan tonight; look around.
Planning out how everything between now and friday afternoon is getting done.

Music: "I Want To Save You" - Something Corporate
Good stuff.

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formed on 20100322

Resetting sleep schedule

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Up till almost 6 saturday morning, and then till 7:30am sunday, am just staying up through classes today, and a pair of advising meetings after; no tango, so sleep at 4 is completely justified <_<

Also catching up on friends' blogs, new zombie webcomic, and music... sure, there's a lab report in there somewhere, but it's taking its time.

I have to really ... really... start doing work.

Started thinking more. Could be dangerous...
Why do we try to learn about people? like, get to know their past, their motivations?
I suppose part is to be able to predict their thoughts; do we really try to understand their actions that much? Why do we make it so important to us?
//not attacking this at all, I've just suddenly started looking at all sorts of things from an outsider's perspective.

Also, I should find out what I am missing in keeping my mind balanced. Missing going to Church / falling out of touch with my spirituality? Not actually getting a balanced diet? Early stages of going crazy? Needing more sleep? - I have no idea. These are the usual suspects, though.

*shrug*

I keep on plowing ahead, even realizing I'm not too sure what I want to be doing after RPI; not entirely sure even if I am doing the right thing now.
But that is what is expected, and I have no better plan, except fantasies of such.

So, till I say otherwise, here I am. Off to play more with the Biot-Savart law.

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